It’s a moment to make sacrifices……mediocre trance-like days full of 7-4; those numbers are like a prophecy that i should rid myself of. I don’t have a beautiful way of saying that there’s nothing left for me here. Everyone (mom, dad, brother, sis) has made a sacrifice to jump-start their life and I’m still concerned about hurt feelings and lost time and old age and discomfort and anxiety and it goes on. I have to g(r)o(w).
The death of Robin Williams is a terrible loss to the world, and he will be missed by many. Five days ago, the world lost another amazing soul: my grandpa. He was roughly a year older than Robin Williams, and I think that’s partially why this news is sticking me in the heart right now. My grandpa didn’t have a choice— he fought hard through 8 surgeries last year to have more time on this Earth, we needed him. Tonight I’m praying for those that Williams left here… what a terribly hopeless place he must’ve been in.